I hate a day like this.

Yes, the weather was beautiful. Bright and sunny after an evening of snow. The trees looked beautiful. The snow was still clean. The temperature was warm despite the snow.

But inside the house, everything sucked.

The girls were on the weekend worst, fueled by the birthday hubris of my older daughter. According to her blog... that I monitor religiously, she has a boyfriend. Lovely.. clearly an early bloomer, unlike her mother, as she is not quite 11.

But wait. This is the boy that is supposed to go the movies with her this evening. Ok, there is a girlfriend going too. But is this outing on the up and up? I don't know. The girl has decided that she wants the friend's mother to drive them. No surprise there. The kid's mother drops her off at the movies or goes to another movie.... Is this the chaperone I want for my daughter, when she goes on her first semi-date even though she is WAYYYY to young. Simple answer = NO.

So, I tell her that she can go with this crew, but I am driving. Is this ok with her (this is not me asking permission, but more of a rhetorical question)? Absolutely NOT. She decided that she would rather stay home. I told her that she had until 4:00 pm to think it over and make her final decision.

When time was up her father informed her... and asked for the final decision. She stuck to her guns. She hated me; blamed me for ruining her life and rejected everything about me. FINE... in fact, Fan-Fucking-Tastic!

at 4:05... I got the..."So when are we leaving?"

WTF?! We aren't!

For the next hour, I got to suffer from listening to her and the Porn King arguing for her to be able to go... After all, I promised.

I have to say, this is not the first time, I have been whiplashed by this child's moods. But I am DONE! The Porn King will always take her side in these matters since his first objective is to have the children quiet. This child has learned that any noise tends to win her her hearts desire for that reason.

and to prove the point...

The Porn King took her and her sister to dinner and a movie. I was "given" the night off... How handy.

Well I spent the evening on Adult Friend Finder looking for solace. SO BITE ME.

And I would have sought it if the timing and person had been right.

Luckily, I have been used and spit out by nature and my husband. The blog that remains is only interesting to fetishists and the like. I am about ready to go there. I am sorry, tired and sad. I find it hard that it could get worse... particularly if I am the awful, evil, cruel bitch that I am purported to be...

I hope that the rest of you have a good weekend,

But assume that I am miseral 'til Monday...