HNT-84

Running late tonight, but pleased to see that my HNT picture doesn't seem to be suffering.

I snapped this baby with my new cell phone.

Shheesh

Do you know how hard it is to consider getting yourself off after a call from your grandmother? DAMN IT!

I could have really used it.

I am having one of those days

Learn To Love Fat
Richard Wilkinson


Ever wake up aroused wishing that you could spend the day in bed your skin covered in sweat, lube and semen? I am having one today. Even sneezes feel orgasmic. Naturally, I am alone. I guess it is back to solitary masturbation for me.

I hope I don't get to the point where I associate sexual ecstasy with lonely weeping. This is getting depressing.

HNT-83

Holy Sweet Mother of God!

Is it possible? Where has all the time gone?

My sweet Asha is 13 today.

That means that I am the mother of a teenager. Oh crap.

I still remember when this picture was taken. That is me at the same age. eating sugar. Yeah, I was sophisticated from an early age.

HNT-82

A special video edition....

Yes, today sucked...

but yesterday I did play in my bath a little... Like the twit that I am, I forgot to turn on the audio... that not you would have heard much but the sound of pouring water...

So... I screwed around with the video a bit and edited (poorly) music into the video..

I know... 8 year olds can do this... but for myself, I consider this mad, hot tech skills....

Ugh

Well, it has been a swell day today.

Asha is feigning illness again... and she is good at it... It turns out that she can wretch like a pro. Well, she has been practicing for a number of weeks... so I guess that accounts for that.

She has done this so much, that today I took her to the doctor. Luckily our regular pediatrician was not there as Asha would have died at the questions that had to be asked of her. Since she has been allegedly vomiting...(I hear wretching, but have not seen the vomit).

And what questions was my girl asked? Hmmm, well apparently when they sent me out of the room (for the first time, I might add) for her exam, she was asked if there was a possibility that she was pregnant. She said no.

Afterwards, the doctor asked me for permission to run a pregnancy test and though in my heart of hearts I believe that there was no cause for this, given that this is Asha and not Thera, I agreed. See, Asha is more likely to do something stupid without thinking ahead and then thinking that she can make it go away by ignoring it. Also she tends to try to get away with things... a bad combination under the circumstances.... The test was negative.

On the car ride home, Asha railed at being asked that question. "Why would they think that?" she asked me. I pointed out that the doctor has to ask as she does not know Asha. That there are other pregnant 13 year old girls in the city... That the doctor would have been remiss for NOT asking the question.

But I am now feeling infinitely sad that I had to even consider the possibility that my not quite 13 year old could be pregnant.

It makes me want to vomit.

Did you feel it?

Is there still a connection?

When I whispered your name while I touched myself I still felt a bond. The rush of euphoria that I came to associate with you.

Did you shiver as I called for you?

Or did you shudder with scorn at my weakness and inconstancy?

Reading List

I should prolly read this book....

Of course, by reading it will get me into more trouble...

There is no winning....

A Different Kind of HNT

Well... for me anyway...

I thought that this was a great photo. That blur is a friend of my daughters as she was doing back handsprings across the gym floor.

This was Thera's first outing as a cheerleader... so I had to include her in the shot as well....

Isn't she adorable?